Please...Tell her not to Call

"I felt like talking ",
was the first thing she said,
never mind the surprise ,
which came ,
and with it,came a sea of memories,
flashing in my head...

" Why'd she call ?",
I never came to know,
and never did I ask her,
for an answer at all...

We spoke for over an hour,
I could sense when she smiled,
when she laughed,and sometimes,
even when she lied...

She never apologized,
for what she had done,
she knew I'd feel bad even if she did,
for she was ,and still is,my loved one...

Somehow,I could feel the pain she was having,
and she blamed it on me,all through ,
I said ,that I could feel her even though she wasn't there,
was something which made our love true...

She didn't like it when I smiled,
didn't like my laugh too,
and kept on saying,
" how could you be so calm, after what I had done to you ?"...

I had always told her,"My problems are secondary to your Happiness,
and maybe I'd like to keep it that way.
After all,
it has brought me some amount of success !!"...

"You'll regret loving me,I'm a bad girl",she said,
" Maybe someday I'll love you again ",
"It's permanently fixed,in my crazy head !!".

I wanted a glimpse of the gleam in her eyes,
that amazing smile,for which I was ready to die...

she said she didn't love me anymore,
and had left it behind,
but for some reason,
I never felt it,and I surely can't have been blind..

Habits die hard,I thought,
and she had lied again,
but this time,maybe I was prepared,
as I've felt worse pain...

" Take care of yourself ",I said,
although I wanted to say more,
and was ready to listen to anything,
which she would be in the mood for...

Nevertheless,she said goodbye,showing little mirth,
giving me a feeling,she'll be back,
if not in this,maybe in the next birth...

But if she really wants me to forget her,after all,
Someone please tell her....Not to Call...!!