Reminiscing..

As I sit here gazing out the window,
Instead of working, I’m daydreaming of you...
And wondering if while you’re in your own world,
You’re thinking of me too..

I reminisce about the day we met and how you made me feel,
Looking at the glowing smile on your face,
Staring into your dreamy magical eyes,
Your smell, your touch, your warm embrace

You're a marvel of a sculpture
The clay could hardly make
Your figure of an angel
Without one single mistake...
you're special..and it's why I love you...

And now, I’m starting to feel that warmth inside,
Like nothing or no one else can make me feel...
Butterflies, a constant smile, happy thoughts,
Looking forward to the next time we meet...

What lies ahead, down the road to love?
Can it possibly be what I’ve been hoping for?
All my goals, dreams, passions, hopes...
Glaring now before me with great anticipation...

No one knows what tomorrow brings...
One can only wish and further believe...
I have abounding faith that God will take care of me,
The reason He's made you the seed of my life's tree....

It's you...which time has told...
and the special bond everlasting between us,
And so I’m truly hopeful that it brings the best times to life...

So when we're apart,and you long for me near
Just try to remember, you're already here
For deep in my heart, where no one can see
You'll be forever, together we'll be...

And all of the hours that pass through the day
Those spent together and when you're away
I'll think of you always, and imagine your touch
Think how to show you, that I love you so much...

My Wishes Galore !!!

I saw her coming towards my way,

then she sat besides me,

and then, she looked away...

Some said that she was new,

so the chances that we'd met before,

are really quite few...

Then finally ,she did give a small glance,

which gave me a second chance,

to look into those amazingly enchanted eyes,

which were surely deeper than the oceans,

and way brighter than the skies...

I pinched myself, to take me back into reality,

as my mind's pure insanity,

didn’t deserve the dream I was seeing wide awake,

for my thoughts had wandered, so gave my head a shake,

Surprisingly ,

she had everything that I adore,

No wonder she was special,

Charm, Grace, Elegance and so much more

She was after all,

My Beautiful Wishes Galore...

Every single night, and every single day,

She sits there in my mind ,she's there in every way...

It feels as if ,I've known her for years together,

and strangely though ,this time lasts forever,

The right expressions will never come out, rather I hope she understands..

That she's a prized possession, a cherished friend,

and so many other words through which,

I'd love to comprehend... 

Slowly but surely,

as time passed us by, we did come together,

With her magical aura around ,and a sense of peace,

and her touch was like a swan's smooth feather...

Allowing me to feel her silk hair,

and run my fingers through them,

which couldn’t stop, and seemed to have a life of their own,

and still not be overwhelmed..

 

It's been some time now,

since we've known each other as friends...

we've laughed, cried and amplified,

our unchartered secret strengths...

Belief, faith and integrity,

are like history topics for both,

going on and on and on,

as if it's some ministerial oath...

But now it's official,

She's the most amazing person to be with..

She is truly special,

with a heart of gold ,and a mind so pure,

She is from now on,

My Amazingly Beautiful Wishes Galore...

7:30 p.m.....near Tandoor Park.

The wait was over,as the rain.
I saw her cross,but with a pain.

Never would have imagined her,
with any other man,
but the tears mixed with raindrops,
said that I can.

Leaving the world aside,
she delved into his eyes,
she looked like an angel,
but that was no surprise.

My heart screamed her name out,
and felt like killing him,
but didn't know that my love ,
would be one fancied whim.

I had lied on his face,
when he asked me what I felt,
but little did he know,
the truth would make his heart melt.

Was it ever my fault,
that I had to listen to what he'd said.
all promises broke into pieces,
with a single nod of her head.

I'll still stand at Tandoor Park,
waiting for her to come,
looking at how far she can go,
till my nerves are truly numb.

She still lies in my name,
is what she tells me everyday,
I ask her why,when she starts to cry,
is all one gets to say.

But there will come a time,
when I'll be second fiddle no more.
I'll make him cry,and I'll make him plead,
till his eyes have become sore.

I won't touch him,
as that's not my style,
but hit him in a place where it hurts the most,
and doesn't really heal in a while.

When the time arrives,
he'll be the first to know,
God forbid the man survives,
there's a worse pain to follow.

Till then my friend,
there's no grudge,and no hard feeling,
I'll be quiet, and wait in silence,
if you didn't already get the meaning.

Please...Tell her not to Call

"I felt like talking ",
was the first thing she said,
never mind the surprise ,
which came ,
and with it,came a sea of memories,
flashing in my head...

" Why'd she call ?",
I never came to know,
and never did I ask her,
for an answer at all...

We spoke for over an hour,
I could sense when she smiled,
when she laughed,and sometimes,
even when she lied...

She never apologized,
for what she had done,
she knew I'd feel bad even if she did,
for she was ,and still is,my loved one...

Somehow,I could feel the pain she was having,
and she blamed it on me,all through ,
I said ,that I could feel her even though she wasn't there,
was something which made our love true...

She didn't like it when I smiled,
didn't like my laugh too,
and kept on saying,
" how could you be so calm, after what I had done to you ?"...

I had always told her,"My problems are secondary to your Happiness,
and maybe I'd like to keep it that way.
After all,
it has brought me some amount of success !!"...

"You'll regret loving me,I'm a bad girl",she said,
" Maybe someday I'll love you again ",
"It's permanently fixed,in my crazy head !!".

I wanted a glimpse of the gleam in her eyes,
that amazing smile,for which I was ready to die...

she said she didn't love me anymore,
and had left it behind,
but for some reason,
I never felt it,and I surely can't have been blind..

Habits die hard,I thought,
and she had lied again,
but this time,maybe I was prepared,
as I've felt worse pain...

" Take care of yourself ",I said,
although I wanted to say more,
and was ready to listen to anything,
which she would be in the mood for...

Nevertheless,she said goodbye,showing little mirth,
giving me a feeling,she'll be back,
if not in this,maybe in the next birth...

But if she really wants me to forget her,after all,
Someone please tell her....Not to Call...!!

Solitary Mind ...

I have no right,
to judge a person,
to have an opinion,
to decide the fate,
of one ,
in a million..

Still trying,
to let go of broken strings,
of many things ,
of destiny's wings,
which in my freakin' mind,
still rings...

But heyy...
I'm sure I'm goin' the right way,
never again shall I say,
That I could've forgotten you till today,
That I could've forgotten you till today...

Your face comes flashing ,
in front of my eyes,
your smile still makes me,
realize,
that maybe there was somethin' ,
still remaining,
unheard words that you were sayin',
I know there were things to come,
I know there was a lot to be done...

But heyy...

With your love came a peircin' pain,
which felt like lightnin',
in the rain,
burning me to death ,
taking away my breath,
taking me away from you,
and yet ,
you never came....

But heyy...
I'm sure I'm goin' the right way,
never again shall I say,
That I could've forgotten you till today,
That I could've forgotten you till today...