Invisible

Come close,
maybe you can hear ,
what I want to say,
maybe I'll get ,
what I had wished today,
for sure,
nothing will go out of hand,
time will come to a total stand,
listen,
I've turned Invisible today.

you think,
it's not true,
but dream a reality,
and it'll be you,
I can make one believe,
in things he never did,
before,
wait for a while,
till I clear the sky,
on what you may be calling ,
a white lie.

all these days,
I've kept a pain alive,
in me,
shouldn't have made it thrive,
in me,
but what could I have done ,
cause' from it ,I couldn't run,
and let the pain grow,
in me.
till it became me.


But today,
after all these years,
I have replaced,
all my tears,
of sorrow,
with the ones of joy,
that feeling of hollow,
which was next to evil,
is now the happiness of being ,
Invisible.

I have turned Invisible today

Jazz me up fast !!!

I have felt ,
the sun burnin' on me,
to death..

reasons why,
I don't really care,
of a fatal stare,
blindin' my eyes,
givin' such a glare...

I need a life,jazz me up fast,
give me a light,
on a road that's my last,
Jazz me up fast,where ever you want,
but please put away,
this fire in my heart..

Jazz me up fast..

shut the windows,of my room,
scream like crazy,
to god knows whom..

mother nature ,
gave me my soul,
which,in desperation,cried,
sorrows have come ,sorrows have died,
leaving little space,for happiness,
to be tried...

so let me touch the skies,
I need a life,jazz me up fast,
turn my pains,into reality's lies..

Jazz me up fast,I don't need all this,
please,I don't want the world,
or an eternal bliss,

just,jazz me up fast...


give me a chance,

and,just jazz me up fast.....

Farewell...

I thought,
that it's not possible,
for me to hear your voice,
saying ,
the words of my choice,
because ,
after what we'd been through,
doing,
what we had decided not to,
well,
I'm not thankful,
yes,
for I dont want to see you,
coming,
Back into my life...

I regret,
all the times I spent with you,
which,
I've always felt were true,
now,
I don't think,
understanding,
the meaning of a word so deep,
would,
have any value for you,
hopefully,
there will come a day,
when,
you realize the words that I now say...

For you,
I left the whole world,
forgetting,
that destiny's absurd,
God,
never forgave me for that,
for,
he took the dearest thing I had,
still,
I laugh at my luck,
thinking,
my thoughts had stuck...
Farewell,
to even that memory,
when,
my life went away from me....

Blues...

When God Laughs !!

It's a sight to behold,
when you see God laugh,
you are amazed,
fazed,and truly dazed,
on seeing his comic half,

Yeah,look at him laugh....

You stop asking questions,
stop answering,
you dance,
trance,at every chance,
he will take you,
off your stance,
leaves no work ,
to the rest of his staff,

Go ahead..look at him laugh...

Maybe it was yours,
or maybe his,
but the blame remains,
as it is,
nobody's at fault,
nobody's in pain,
aren't you making God laugh,
so let him gain,
if you think it's not fair,
he'll say,
"Who's asking you to share ?",
then it'll be you,
who'll watch like a calf,

But will still..look at him laugh...

Human After All....

I am fine,after
bitter sweet memories,
still crushing my life,
I don't understand,
where ,it all started;
simple as the words were,
still couldn't see ,
the meaning beneath,
that were nothing;
nothing,except meaningless
spaces of emptiness,
moments of hidden pain,
staring at me,telling ,
that,it was not my mistake,
it was not my fault,
it was not just the truth of lies,
it was faith,
broken faith ;
thoughts which had me spinning,
when I felt for the first time,
didn't mind if I had even died,then ;
I was nowhere,I had been before,
forgot everything which was mine,
like something I have written,
which may not rhyme,
from rise to fall...
but it's not my fault ,
because I am,
human after all...